Big Bad Blog

So here I am, writing a blog, very wierd for me lol. but its ok. i do this for myself, i do this for my friends who i dont always get to talk to and love. I try to live day to day, i try to stay happy. so far this year has been a happy year for me. Ive been looking harder for a job, ive been dieting and i havent let things get to me like they used to. as of today ive lost 6.4 pounds. im very proud of myself for that, i want to lose a lot. a total of 100 more, YIKES!!! i know but i can do it. i can do whatever i want and whatever i try, and i just feel that this is my year. and no one or nothing can stop me. i still have two puppies to find homes for. they are so cute tho. getting big so quickly. and hopefull sara gets her stitches out tomorrow. who knows? lol.. but anyway those are the main points in my life for now. well see how they progress. adios :D